Yesterday a big thing happened... I talked to my friend james, so we talked for a while because we didn't hear from each other for a long time. So were talking and talking and i found that we have some common with each other... but i kept listening to him i just disagreed and agreed with some of his stories and help for his life... i was thinking in my head what if we went out??? It would be such awesome thing... but again we wont be able to see each others families and come out because it would be so weird for them because there so frickin old fashioned... you have to date her not him... omg its all confusing... but again i had a thought... i think i would leave him be and find his own love... but i dunno yet... iam gonna ask him tonight... if we go out it would mean a world to me... i hope he says yes...


Peace...